The Complex Life of a Church Janitor.

Movement Prayer

Lord,


I pray for movement.  I feel as if I stalled somewhere along the line and find myself falling again.  What was once so routine now is alien.  Reading your Word used to refresh my mind and soul, yet it now feels like a dull action.  Prayer used be a dialogue, yet lately it’s been a call into the darkness.  I’m not asking to go back to the way it was before the standstill, but I want to strength to move forward.  I want to move through the dullness and dig down into your Word to find the spring of your wisdom at which I used to drink.  I want to move through the awkwardness of silence when I call out to you to find where I have been forgetting to listen for you.

I ask for movement.  Maybe the stillness is of my making, but I ask that the push forward might be from your loving hand.  Help me move, so I can move with you.


Amen


Through His Spirit, God Himself is present in His creation. The whole creation is a fabric woven and shot through by the efficacies of the Spirit.

— Jurgen Moltmann


There is a difference between noticing beauty and lusting. Briefly noticing someone is physically beautiful is normal and it’s usually one of those moments where I think, “Wow! She/he looks gorgeous/fantastic/(insert complimentary adjective here).” In comparison, lust entails prolonged objectification by noticing only certain attributes. Basically, noticing beauty is a cumulative observation whereas lust is a deductive observation. One observation is a general compliment, while the other is specific objectification.

— From a recent response to a follower.


Book Recommendations.

I’ve been meaning to provide a list of books I often reference and use in discussions about various topics.

  • The New Faces of Christianity: Believing the Bible in the Global South by Philip Jenkins.  This book is a great source of information about the changing distribution of Christians around the world and the impact of this change for the global Church.
  • Jesus in Beijing by David Aikman.  Another great read about global Christianity.  The author explores Christianity in China in a format that is easy-to-read.
  • Stuff Christians Like by Jon Acuff.  I would say this book is more geared towards American Evangelicals, but I think anyone can find merit in learning how to look for humor in church.
  • Jesus Wants to Save Christians by Rob Bell and Don Golden.  I’ve moved away from reading a lot of Rob Bell’s material, but this book is probably the best general overview of the Bible I have found.  In addition, I like the emphasis on narrative theology (finding the “plot” of the Bible).
  • Confessions by Augustine.  I try to read a couple chapters from this book every summer as a refresher on some basic theology.  Augustine is really good, but the trick is to find a good translation of the Latin.  Augustine’s style is compact and very philosophical, so some passage might need to be read more than once to get the whole idea.
  • How Should We Then Live? by Francis A. Schaeffer.  This book is my favorite read about Christianity, philosophy, history, and living in the world.  The author provides an overview of history and philosophical changes that guided major developments.  Throughout the writing, Schaeffer compares philosophies to Christianity and finally ends up exhorting readers to consider the imperative to live as Christ in the post-modern world.
  • Coming to Peace with Science by Darrel R. Falk.  I mentioned this book in a couple other posts about science and faith.  The author is a biology professor at Point Loma Nazarene University near San Diego.  The book is a good balance of personal reflection, understanding the language of the Bible, and refuting the concept of a conflict between science and faith.  Full disclosure:  I believe in theistic evolution partially from reading this book.
  • Biology Through the Eyes of Faith by Richard Wright.  Another book about Christianity and science.
  • Christian View of Science and Scripture by Bernard Ramm.  This book is probably the best discussion of biblical interpretation and science that I have read.  While I have not read the entire work, I read upwards of 100 pages for science classes at my university.
  • Beyond Left and Right: Helping Christians Make Sense of American Politics by Amy E. Black.  A great book for Christians wanting to understand the interaction between faith and politics.  The author provides a great biblical foundation and breaks through the “Republican Evangelical” stereotype.
  • Good News About Injustice by Gary A. Haugen.  This book is part biography and part discussion of social justice.  The work definitely changed my understanding of God and justice.  If the vignettes from Haugen’s work with IJM do not bring tears to your eyes, the conviction and inspiration from later chapters will move you.
  • Mathematics Through the Eyes of Faith by James Bradley and Russell Howell.  Another great read that I discussed here.
  • Religion Saves and 9 Other Misconceptions by Mark Driscoll.  This book provides a good discussion of 10 common topics that pop up in most churches.  The book is for a general audience, but Driscoll thoroughly researched each topic using a variety of biblical and academic references.
  • Wild at Heart by John Eldredge.  This book is a little repetitive at parts and meant for older men, but it is a solid read for any guy who wants to break away from the “clean-shaven wimpy Christian guy” image.
  • God Guy by Micheal DiMarco.  Similar to Eldredge’s book, but targeted for high school and college guys.  Somewhat repetitive, but the format makes for a good read and can act as a devotional.
  • Serve God, Save the Planet by Matthew Sleeth.  I posted quotes from this book and I highly recommend it for any Christian who wants to embrace (or shuns) the idea of stewardship of the environment.  The big idea is that serving God and loving others must compel Christians to be careful stewards/protectors of Creation.
  • Anything by C.S. Lewis.  In particular, I love The Chronicles of Narnia, Mere Christianity, The Four Loves, The Great Divorce, and Out of the Silent Planet.
  • Anything by John Green.  His novels are secular, but I love how the issues of death, meaning, and life come to the forefront of his stories.

Feel free to send me recommendations, reactions, or questions.  I am always looking for great books.  In fact, this list is just a small slice of everything that I read.


Solitude.

Hi everyone!  I just wanted to let you know that I will be offline for the next few weeks.   After a long semester, I am going to spend some time relaxing and some long overdue time enjoying nature with God.

I have a queue set to publish posts through next Monday, then my tumblr will be dormant for about a week.

Any comments, questions, etc. currently in my inbox will be answered upon my return, as will anything else left during my absence.

Thanks again everyone!  I thank God for every follower.  I look forward to spending time with God and what I will hear from everyone upon my return!


I wonder if too often I say, ‘Jesus is the light of the world,’ while forgetting that Christ also said, ‘You are the light of the world.’

— Thought about John 8:12 and Matthew 5:14.


Being pro-stewardship is not a case of valuing forests more than people; rather, it means valuing human possessions less, and God’s world more.

— Matthew Sleeth M.D., Serve God, Save the Planet.


However many blessings we expect from God, His infinite liberality will always exceed all our wishes and our thoughts.

— John Calvin


A Prayer for Renewal

Lord,

I humble myself before you.  I once again surrender myself to you.  It seems that I tend to forget that all I need is found in your love and I am ashamed I seek it elsewhere.  I know that grace is meant to be redeem all of me, beyond forgiving me of my sins.  I look to you.  I desire you.  I want your grace to alter the fabric of my existence, rather than being a varnish on my life.  Let me shine your light.

Amen


Love your blog! Can you provide some advice? I will be attending college at a state school, while my friend who led me to Christ will be attending a Christian college. I love getting to know God personally! We were talking about drinking/temptations in college and my friend asked me, "Why wouldn't you just forget about it for four years, have fun, and then come back to Christ." I love what she has done to my life, but can't seem to explain why I wouldn't want to do that. How do I explain this? from wherelaughterlives

To answer your question, I advise that you start off by telling your friend what you mentioned to me.  You know God personally, which is awesome and what every Christian strives for in life.  Consider a relationship with a person.  Sure, you can let it fade away with time; however, the friendship will get better and stronger when effort is put into it (even when situations and circumstances are hard).  It’s the same with God.  You have a relationship with Christ, so why let it falter and die for a few years when it’s so much more rewarding to let it grow?  College presents certain temptations (even at Christian colleges- don’t be fooled), but these situations are only small stepping stones in your walk with Jesus.

On top of this fact, one can mention various benefits to building a relationship with Christ when in college.  This time of life is about discovery, examining your beliefs, and developing a faith that one truly owns.  From personal experience, I have grown spiritually and intellectually in various ways throughout my college years.  I’ve experienced doubt, anxiety, profound joy, temptation to accept apathy, wrestling with my beliefs, and coming to terms with my relationship to my church and the Church.  I still have a year left and I know that I will undoubtedly grow in more ways.  Many believers grow in college and each Christian has unique experiences.  I encourage you to find believers at your church who grew in faith during their college years.

Overall, I would say that sharing your experience with Christ and explaining the benefits of growing in Christ when at college are probably the best way to discuss this matter with your friend.  Finally, I have a side note.  While there are benefits to attending a Christian college due to academic opportunities to discuss faith, a person can grow in Christian wherever he/she happens to seek higher education.  For example, many Christian ministries operate on the campuses of major universities throughout the U.S. and in some other countries.  I suggest that you search for such ministries when you start college.  By connecting with fellow Christians on campus, you can develop a community that supports your spiritual growth.


Keep me, O Lord, from waxing mentally and spiritually dull…Help me to keep the physical, mental and spiritual fiber of an athlete, of the man who denies himself daily and takes up his cross and follows Thee. Give me good success in my work, but hide pride from me. Save me from self-complacency that so frequently accompanies success and prosperity. Save me from the spirit of sloth, of self-indulgence as physical infirmities and decay creep upon me.

— Samuel Brengle (via ameliab3delia)